now i am discuss about your present situation which is important for all .it is not based on past and will not esume your future.
only your present how to deal it.
many people think about his situation that i m sick, loser,jobless,homeless foreever .but why u live like as hell have you think about that no nobody think it every man can take a excuse and blame to other . in all that bad situation based on your self awareness.
nobody can give you support .
noone help you unless you dont effort self.
so take your responsibility
Example-one mountaineer want to climb Everast with his determination .
At last i want to say about self reliasation and self esteem is more important for achieve his goal and think positively as possible as you can.
vishal
